Keep Going, No Matter What

Keep Going, No Matter What

Last Sunday, I joined a trail race — the Gunung Nuang Ultra 2025. I went with zero expectations, purely to enjoy the experience. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine walking away as one of the Top 3 winners in my category.

I wasn’t even mentally in “race mode.”
My mindset was simple: go through it, enjoy the trail, finish strong, and wait for my partner who was doing a longer race.

As always, my partner’s race kicked off first. I cheered him on at the start line, wished him well, and then it was my turn. I was relaxed, casually recording videos, and even forgot to start my watch until after I crossed the starting line!

The trail got steeper, and I slowly found my rhythm. I overtook a few runners as I went, reminding myself not to rush — it was a 10KM race and I didn’t want to burn out early.

When breathlessness kicked in, I slowed down, focused on my breathing, and just kept going.

Then I spotted a runner ahead of me — I had no idea we were Top 2 at that point. I felt tempted to chase her down but decided to maintain my pace.

I regretted that decision.

After the race, when I found out our positions, it stung a little. I realised how easily missed chances can become regrets.

What made this race unforgettable wasn’t just the result — it was the kindness from strangers.

Other runners cheered me on:

“Don’t give up!”
“Almost there!”

One uncle said, “Keep going girl! Your pace is good — you’re top few!”
That simple encouragement fired me up.

At the mandatory checkpoint, I took a short break to sip my 100 Plus, thinking others were far behind. But as I relaxed, a runner came from behind and overtook me.

Regret hit again.

But this time, I didn’t hesitate.
I chased her down, running a descent at full speed — something I’ve always feared for the risk of injury. But I told myself: no more regrets today.

When I saw the finishing line, I sprinted.
Our result?
One second apart.

This race wasn’t just about placing top three.
It taught me to keep going, no matter what.
Even when you’re tired.
Even when you feel like giving up.
Even when you regret earlier choices.

Because in life — like on that trail — it’s the moments you push through discomfort and fear that define your story.

And sometimes, one second makes all the difference.